Anyone interested in being my friend on Xbox Live and Play games together

So a few months back, I posted a discussion here on the forums about me needing friends...well...I couldn't make any friends. I was to scare and nervous to play with the people who were nice enough to give a respond about inviting me to play with them. I'm
sorry about this. I very anxious when playing with people. I do have mic but that makes me more anxious, talking to others. So here I am, with my 3rd post on people who are interested playing games with me. I want to know how can I easily make friends here
on Xbox? I want to ask you people here on the forums if your interested to play with me on Xbox. I have many game but many of those games needs to be installed...I don't have enough space to fit 200+ games so yeah. I will name those I will play and installed
if needed.

Games installed so far:

Minecraft, Battlefield V, Battlefield 1, GTA V, The Division 2, Ghost Recon Wildlands (I do have Breakpoint but I noticed lots of hate in the game for some reason) and Memories of Mars.

Games that I'm willing to play but needs to be installed:

State of Decay 2, Ark, Atlas, Ghost Recon Breakpoint, Battlefield 4, Battlefield Hardline, 7 Days to Die, Star Wars Battlefront, Battlefront 2, WWE 2k20, The Elder Scrolls Online, PUBG (not a fan of battle Royale games) and others I can't remember of...

I do have Game Pass and EA Access if that helps! Please let me know about it and yes, its a long post. I will see replies but if you want to be friends and play today, I might be available later between 5pm Eastern time and 7pm Eastern time. I'll see, don't
worry!

:)