So what do I do in this situation,?

Hey guys this is long and mind blowing. But I need help. I'm assuming I'm under investigation. The problem is my mental health can't take no more. I'm sleeping armed. The word scared like I tell my doctor. Is not even close to truth of it. I'm schizophrenic. Currently homeless but I've been staying at my girlfriends house. My doctor told me to stay here until at least until I see him again. I've been homeless since e about 3 to 4 weeks prior to covid since then I've lost 3 labtops all were giving to me second hand and phones I can't count how many it's been 3 years since I've been on Xbox until over a month ago now I'm being put into enforcement lobbies on multiplayer gaming. Trying to get it cleared on what I did wrong I've been through everything. They keep saying things in where they send me that don't make sense I'm looking everywhere they want me to sign into windows but I don't have that available to me. I have no device that has that. I got Xbox one s and my pixel 3. I'm mad bc my note 20 I got rid of thinking someone put software on it. Bc it downloaded all my bank stuff. To get to the underlined point here. This morning I get up and I'm ready to give this one more try bf I close this account for good. There talking about a back payment for a free trial that kept going. I'm thinking in my head. Maybe... But then like always new terms and conditions pop up. There talking about business stuff and all this other stuff. I know nothing about. Two things stick out. Family account or whatever and Quebec. First. I've never left the united stated ever. Two I was married to a deaf girl for a long time she has a son that was on my family thing at one time. He don't play Xbox no more she says anyways. He plays playstation. So. That being said here's another thing thats crazy. She was dating a guy who ironically shares my name. His name is Mitch my second middle name is Mitchell And thats the name I go by. I have no idea how to program anything I don't have a connect or anything. But he's a guy who knows how to code or whatever. I know all this bc a Facebook account I created back in the day got hacked and after I lost the ability to get into it. I confronted her about it bc during this process something I can't remember now it was a long time ago. Caught my attention and I texted her. We went back and forth about it and finally she begged me to drop it and let her have it so she can just play along with her friends and joke about it. I broke her hart. I destroyed her and she was finally moving on. I had 4 years of sobriety after 20 plus years of drug abuse. She did not have any time. And I had to walk away. tMI. I know sorry. I have to justify to save face. Anyways. I can imagine that this is affecting me in a big way. Nothing I do let's me play my games. I can't do anything now it's spreading into my Google accounts. Being laughed at by customer support has me second guessing my existence. I don't have money. I don't have anything. But cloths on my back really. I'm sober today. My mental health is bad I kinda lost my way after my son's murder. But here I am showing up. Trying to figure out what's going on with all this. Should I close this account. If I do can I open a new one to play Xbox. What should I do. I stopped going to a gambling web site. That might be the cause of this. Idk. I just know that I'm being attacked online it feels like. All I know is it feels like I'm being treated like a criminal when I have not been convicted of a crime in years. I don't own a business now do I want one. I tried GoDaddy that was a joke. I have not made a single penny and I got a couple domains from them that were only good for 2 years and I stopped after there data breach bc I had no clue what I was doing. That lasted maybe 4 or 5 months. If anything I owe them. Less then 100 bucks and time should have expired by now on the domains

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