Communication banned for no reason

First, let me start by saying I haven't used to N word since I was in middle school and didn't understand the significance of the word. It wasn't until I was in the 7th grade that I understood the degradation of the word and I vowed to never use the word again. My story began when my neighbor's black lab ran away, and we drove around calling "N" dog trying to get it to come home down in southern FL. I was a 6th grader in the 1990s and had no idea what I was saying, I was naive. About a week later, an African kid came up to me at the park and just punched me in the head. I went home crying as I didn't understand. I didn't defend myself that day, but that same kid and I fought at least 10 times over the course of a year. One day, upon seeing him in the neighborhood, before we fought, I asked what his deal was. He was bigger than me and two school grades higher. He beat me probably 8 of the 10 fights. Fighting so much helped me in the 8th grade when I was placed into the public school system in a very rough school, Campbell Drive Middle in Homestead, FL in the 90's. I was suspended 7 times my 8th grade year for fighting, but I didn't take slack from anyone and held my own. I asked him why he wants to fight all the time, what I did to him? He explained to me that he had seen me calling out for my neighbor's dog that day a year ago. I learned a hard lesson about the use of the N word and about racism, through many fights. We eventually became friends after I understood the importance of the word. I went to a private school until the 8th grade so I was sheltered from much of this.

While playing a game, I came across three people who were obviously teamed, and calling everyone crackers. I told them there was a double standard and reported them. About five minutes later, I get communication banned. I have reported numerous people (literally dozens) over the years who have used the N word. I think America and the world will never get better until all parties are held to the same standard, and that means a double standard. It is my suspicion that the three online bullies who were calling people crackers reported me because I called them out. Xbox ... I haven't had a ban in 10+ years, the fact that I was banned tonight is a shame on you, as I was trying to do the right thing. So much for being the bigger person and stepping up to the plate to try and do the right thing. Your suspension process needs to be re-evaluated to better protect the innocent like myself. I was the victim of a racial slur, and I got banned for being the bigger person. I never thought cancel culture would affect me, but I guess evil outweighs the good as long as it's in numbers. Shame on you for supporting that also.

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